Comprehension

I fear so much in life, and I simply can’t ignore it all. Looking at the bright side can lead to the darkest part. All this, all that I have gained feels like it’s been nothing; it’s for a game that’s almost over. I don’t understand what is happening, even if nothing’s happening at all. Have I done so much to receive just a little? Do I win the greatest prize life can give in the end?

I don’t pray very often, but I pray for comprehension—guide me to it. I’m not saying aid me throughout my adventure but help me understand what’s all out there. Mistakes can lead to success, and I accept every mistake I have made and will continue to make, but please, please, please guide me to understand what life has in store for me. I’m not asking for an absolute answer. I’m praying for comprehension and if I need to prepare myself for something I have yet to experience.