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Have you ever sat down just for one moment and truly thought about how much the world has changed? How much you have grown? How many times you've been broken? Just think about how quickly it all happens, how one event brings down the towers of familiarity.
Let's see it like this: September 24th, 2010, Beverly Dawn McCoy Caskey passes away, surviving her husband and two children. The following day, the son's friends cares for him and becomes wildly popular. The daughter is left alone and abandoned by her few friends. The father becomes more of a raging alcoholic. One month passes, the children and husband have moved far away into a new and, yet, another broken home. Father slowly forgets his daughter. Befriends his son more. Another month passes, the children are back in school. The son becomes popular with the ladies. Daughter still feels alone after making three friends. Again, a month passes and now they're out of school and living in Ohio. Daughter is abandoned by brother and Father. Family member in Texas tries fighting for her to come back. Two weeks later, the father and children arrive back into Texas and just one more week, father abandons daughter at a cousin's house, moves back to Ohio with son. The little girl is lost, confused, and feeling quite worthless. She gets put into alternative school, making acquaintances and not friends. Meets a strange man that makes dream-like promises, never keeps them. One month later, she moves into another home. One more month later, she moves again. For three years, she struggles to make decent friends, struggles through high school, and finally graduates on time as manga cum laude. Weeks later, she meets a boy she can live without. Three months later, something happened and she moved into her boyfriend's home. She gets her first job later that year, a new job three months later, and jobless six months later for three weeks. She works at a place for two months that was okay but didn't want to stay long. During that time, she pays off her car and now can drive freely. Returns back to previous job and remains there until this day.
Time frame: September 24th, 2010 - October 1st, 2015
Do you see how fast time goes by and how many things happen?
You may be asking yourself, what has happened since my birthday because I haven't been updating like I said I would be.
This weekend I will be making a vlog about what's been going on this month and a half. Not much physically but a lot mentally. But what I can say now is, I'm writing again--no I didn't have writer's block--I'm a little more stable, and I barely have hair. Wait...what?
Thank You
I wanted to give everyone a big thank you for the support and feedback on my recent writings! I took a four year hiatus to heal and fix what was wrong in my life. For those years, I even put my writing on hold until I came to the conclusion that it was my lifeline. It saved me when others couldn't. It was there when no one else was. I hope my future projects will display my experience. I can't display my thoughts into simplistic words but rather in imagery. I love words and it's an addiction. A couple of days ago, I discovered that "Thunderous Home" had received Daily Deviation. I wanted to scream and cheer, but I bawled. I wish I could describe how grateful I am. Thank you, again, for the support! On a funny note, while enduring several hours of dental work yesterday, I created a new piece. "Shower Thoughts" is the title, and I'll be submitting it pretty soon.
The Truth
It has been over a month since my last journal. I know I promised I would keep these journals up to date, but stupidly I can never keep that promise. I just wanted to inform those who have been questioning my existence, if I'm still around. So, please let me address some things before vanishing again. (Hopefully, I don't vanish for too long.) :begone:
:bulletpink: The 100% truth of my disappearance is I'm incompetent of keeping track of everything. Wattpad, Wordpress, Instagram, Facebook, and Deviantart. Over time, it is quite obvious that my momentum was dying. I stopped posting the weekly updates on my blog. The new and "rare" poems for "I
Something's Happening
For the past month, every single second has literally been "what the hell".
What is going on?
You know what? That's okay. Whatever. That's fine.
FUCK!
Yeah...yeah... That's fi-- FUCK!
I'll just manage with this bullshit.
And on a turning point:
Oh, really? Well... Yay for me.
Holy shit! Good stuff is happening to me.
What the fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck?!
That may seem vague to you, but I have no other way of describing my mixed emotions for February. It has been the most insane month I've had in a while. Past days cannot even come close to what I'm going through right now. Good and bad. Okay...maybe the six months worth of stuff from late 2010
Keeping Up With Lost Times
First and foremost, I would like to thank the few new watchers I have gained in the last couple of days. Thank you so much!!
For those that don't know, I'm slowly returning. I have submitted some new works I hope you will enjoy. The first chapter for my little project has also been submitted. The title Reasrien. It's in a PDF format, so it won't be seen through the DA app or hardly on a phone browser. The best place to view is through the website, itself. I worked my ass off trying to get it where I actually like it. Still not fully impressed, but I haven't written a chapter in a while. Now, chapter two is on the way and shouldn't be as ha
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wow....
Yeah I know about winds of change all too well. ^^
Yeah I know about winds of change all too well. ^^